WHEN THE WORLD WAS HAPPY
by Benjamin Alire Sáenz
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When the World Was Happy is the final novel of author and poet Benjamin Alire Sáenz, who passed away this past summer. This is the first of his works that I've read, and I'm only sorry that I didn't discover him until after his passing.
The novel focuses on teen twins CheChe and Emma Cervantes: a brother and sister who love each other, their parents, and their friends dearly. Their artist father and librarian mother are intelligent and welcoming, making space for people in the twins' lives whose families may not be quite as loving or understanding. That includes CheChe's friend J, his new crush Placido, and his father's intern Spigot. And while the world around them isn't perfect, with tragic shootings not far from where they live, their lives overall are beautiful.
Then one day, shooters attack CheChe and Emma's school. Both twins and their friends survive, though J is shot in the shoulder and CheChe loses a leg. The lives lost are innumerable, and before long the family is caught between the pain of putting their lives back together and attention from the school, the community, and journalists.
As he heals, acclimating to phantom pain and a prosthetic leg, CheChe struggles with his feelings and his identity. His poetry turns dark as he struggles to find light in the world, and he now considers himself too broken to love. The story continues in a series of anecdotes: school days, holidays, PTA meetings, and nights sneaking beers and venting feelings. Through these little moments, the novel's young protagonists work their way back to a place where they can survive the world without being hardened by it.
When the World Was Happy does not shy away from the political implications of its subject matter, but that is just one aspect of the wider world's narrow view of what it's like to survive such a tragedy. It's lumped in with legislation, press attention, and everything else that attempts to boil the event's complexity down to something black and white. The message of the book is very clear regarding the importance of children's safety in schools, of course. But it also digs into the things that are a little harder to quantify. How does one learn to trust again? How "okay" is it to live one's life when others have been robbed of theirs? Who are we when a part of ourselves, literally or emotionally, has been taken away? There are no easy or final answers to any of these questions. The ending is open-ended but hopeful: a reminder that grief doesn't fix itself, but that it threads through our entire lives, even as we find hope in new places.
It's a very heavy book, and I don't say that negatively. It's not a book that should be light. But the plot and its heavy subject matter rest on the back of excellent traditional coming-of-age storytelling. CheChe and Emma could simply be lovely children in a lovely family, gathering around a fire for Christmas and reading books to each other and having intellectual "fights," were it not for one day that threw everything asunder. It's a powerful tonal shift, with CheChe collapsing internally as Emma remains a pillar of hope for their family and friends. I do recommend it.
DRINK PAIRING: Elixir of Serenity (Lemon Honey Flavor)
One of my favorite things about this book was the "wall we call the sky": a wall in CheChe and Emma's house where they could write verses and prose and feelings to express themselves. In honor of that, I've picked the sky-blue Elixir of Serenity from Velvet Hammer: a new lemon-honey flavor of their traditional relaxing drink blend. Use my code KARA15 for 15% off this and other sparkly elixirs from Velvet Hammer!
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